Letter from Nicole
Welcome, I’m Nicole. I’m the mother of three beautiful children who are my world, a Catholic, and a devoted follower of Christ. Before walking this path I was someone who spent most of my life disconnected from my soul, intuition, the Holy Spirit and my Creator. Until I fully surrendered to the pain I had carried in my heart for so long. I underwent a massive ego death after a traumatic life event, which sparked a profound spiritual awakening and inner transformation. My consciousness began to expand, spiritual gifts started activating and a divine power was growing from within. During this rebirth, I received a spiritual call from God to share my testimony and testimonies of my guests to help guide others to Divine embodiment. My life is founded in the non-material powers God has given humanity such as deep conscious work, spiritual ascension, quantum practices, and energy work like Reiki. I believe deeply in the power of frequency, prayer and manifestation, and in the kind of sacred unconditional love that heals and spans lifetimes. But more than anything, I believe that we are all divine beings made of God light, capable of magic and created for a specific soul purpose by God. That belief is what gave birth to my show, Becoming. It’s what brings me here, with you, every single week. My soul-led mission is to use this platform to channel divine light for others and to spark a remembrance of what humanity is truly capable of and why we are here.
Journey of Self Discovery
For much of my life, I lived from trauma, wounds, generational cycles, egotistic patterns and a nervous system that had learned to survive instead of feeling safe enough to connect.
Childhood experiences shaped the way I saw myself, teaching me that love had to be earned and chased, safety looked like self abandonment, and worth was found in what I could give rather than who I was. My inner voice focused on reminding myself I was “worthless” and I built an entire identity believing I did not deserve love. I became an expert at performing — exceeding expectations, anticipating needs, achieving, pleasing, and proving. From the outside, it looked like success. Inside, it felt like survival.
One of my deepest challenges was learning how to believe I was worthy of embodying love within myself. My severe abandonment wounds caused me to develop anxious attachment. I was always waiting for people to leave or reject me. I confused toxicity with connection and validation with love, recreating patterns that mirrored old wounds rather than healed them.
Everything began to change when I experienced a profound spiritual awakening. What started as a healing journey evolved into a complete deconstruction of identity and a rebirth. I was invited to confront the stories, beliefs, and identities I had built around pain and fear. God asked me to purge every ancestral wound, every trauma and every false identity I had clung to for my entire existence. Through deep conscious expansion and spiritual practice, I learned that I was never meant to earn my worth or abandon myself for acceptance. I found the Kingdom of Heaven within and began to walk hand in hand with the Holy Spirit.
My awakening transformed the way I relate to myself, to love, and to life. It taught me that authenticity is more powerful than performance, that receiving is as sacred as giving, and that true healing begins when we stop searching outside ourselves for what has always existed within.
Today, my journey is rooted in self-discovery, conscious growth, and the ongoing practice of living from divine truth rather than conditioning. I share my story because I know what it feels like to lose yourself in the pursuit of being worthy and the peace and love that awaits you once you finally remember you are chosen by God, and take your power back.
As Within, So Without, As Above, So Below
Becoming exists because I know I’m not the only one who has stood in the gap between who they are and who they’re meant to be, praying, waiting, and wondering why it hasn’t arrived yet. This podcast is for the ones doing the inner work. The ones willing to ask the hard questions, heal the deep wounds, and step into alignment with their true selves.
My mission is simple: to hold space for real, honest conversations about the journeys that shape us. I believe that when we finally understand who we had to become to get here is when we stop waiting for our lives to begin and start truly living them.
How can you call in what’s meant for you if you’re not living a life aligned with who you really are? That question changed everything for me.
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